Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Going For It

I can NOT wait.

In just over two weeks, Josh and I will be on our way to New York. I am excited for the trip. I am excited for the time away with Josh. I am excited to see my parents, my brother and other family. I am excited to see friends. And I am EXCITED to run the NYC Marathon!!!

Last year I was home from church with a sick Noah, and the NYC Marathon was on TV. I watched it and was so emotional... I even cried watching the start. I texted my Dad and Pam and told them that I really wanted to run it some day. At that point I hadn't even run my first marathon. I wasn't 100% sure I even COULD run a marathon. But I knew I wanted to run the NYC Marathon... more than any other.

At first I struggled to come up with a plan for this race. I raced two marathons in September. I qualified for Boston. I got a sub 3:30 PR. I thought maybe I would just run NYC for pressure, no goals... just go run.

But then I started thinking...
I have trained HARD leading up to, and since Top of Utah.
I have no aches, pains, or injuries.
I am in the best shape I have ever been in.
I am primed for a PR.
I enjoy racing.
I am running my dream race.

So why not go for it?

People have pointed out to me that NYC is not a fast or easy course with the crowds or the hills. But I have a good wave and corral, I am used to running hills, and I've never been one to back down from a challenge.

And I am used to living and training at over 6000ft elevation and will be racing at sea level, so that has to give me some benefit, right? :)

At first I was worried about being overly optimistic about my abilities or about shooting for a goal that I won't be able to reach. My parents are going to be there. Josh is going to get to see me race and finish (and he has only gotten to be at two of my marathons). My brother is coming! I will have friends there cheering me on.  I want to do well. I worried about disappointing anyone (including myself).

But the more I thought about it, the more I realized that my family and friends are going to love me and be proud of me whether I finish in 2 hours or 7 hours.  And the only way I won't be disappointed in myself is if I go out and run my best, and give it my all. I don't want to look back and wish I had been braver or tried harder.

I don't just want to RUN the NYC marathon. I want to RACE the NYC Marathon. I want to go for it.  I am going to go for it.

So what's the plan?

Right now, my A goal is to run a 3:1x:xx. That means shaving off just over 8 minutes from my PR in September. Based on my training times, I think it's doable. It will require me running my guts out and everything coming together just right, but I know it's possible and I am going to go for it. If I don't feel well or there is a freak heat wave or it just isn't my day for one reason or another, then I will readjust my goals and get sub 3:20 another day soon.  I hope to at least leave NYC with a shiny new marathon PR (better than 3:28).

No matter what I am going to enjoy this race, soak in the amazing experience, give it my all, and do my best on the streets of NYC.

I have studied (and studied and studied) the course. I used the awesome Greg Maclin calculator to come up with a race plan and a pace band that take into account the hills on the course and the way I want to run this race. I have a plan! I am going to take this taper seriously (which I did not really do for Pocatello or Top of Utah). And I am going to believe in myself. I am going to trust in my training, have faith, and BELIEVE that I am going to run a kick butt race in NYC.

A sub 3:20 marathon PR would be amazing for me. It's a goal, a dream and a challenge. I have had two people that I love and admire tell me to "go and get it". So I am going for it. :)

"Only those who will risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go."
-T.S. Eliot

"Most people never run far enough on their first wind to find out they've got a second. Give your dreams all you've got and you'll be amazed at the energy."
- William James 

"The most important key to achieving great success is to decide upon your goal and launch, get started, take action, move."
-John Wooden

"Racing is the fun part; it's the reward of all the hard work."
-Kara Goucher

"When I do the best I can with what I have, then I have won my race."
-Jay Foonberg, 72-year-old runner 

"Do a little more each day than you think you possibly can."
-Lowell Thomas

"I find that the harder I work, the more luck I seem to have."
- Thomas Jefferson

"Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions; small people always do that –- but the really great make you feel that you, too, are great."
-Mark Twain 

"The real purpose of running isn't to win a race; it's to test the limits of the human heart."
- Bill Bowerman

"Love yourself, for who and what you are; protect your dream and develop your talent to the fullest extent."
-Joan Benoit Samuelson 

"Anything is possible, but you have to believe and you have to fight."
-Lance Armstrong


Emz said...

All. Smiles. Here.
You know how I feel about this from our texts.
A w e s o m e.

giraffy said...

100% believe you CAN DO THIS.

And it will be amazing.

And I'll be watching at home :D

So excited for you!!

bobbi said...

You KNOW you can do this! We KNOW you can do this!

Go get it! :)

Christy said...

I'm so excited for you! You have worked so hard. You believe in yourself and are so positive. Best wishes for an amazing time in New York!!

Meaghan said...

Ohhhhhhhhhh, I'm so excited for you!! You're going to KICK ASS in NYC!!!

Tina @GottaRunNow said...

Yes, yes, run as fast as you can and get that PR!

{lifeasa}RunningMom said...

You go RACE girl! You can do it!

Teamarcia said...

Greg Maclin, bless his heart! : )

I love this! Go for the gusto girl!

Terzah said...

I KNOW you can do it (your 3:1x.xx). Can you believe it's almost here?!

I love the Greg Maclin pace bands--thanks for sharing this site--but he doesn't have one for Houston. Maybe it's too flat. :^)

Andrea H. said...

Totally, you can do it. That bridge photo, your post, everything got me choked up. What you have accomplished in just one year is amazing.

Janice {Run Far} said...

I was thinking about you today and wondering what your goal is. I just came off a rough marathon, and being sick.... so I am just hoping for a sub 4 hour. I bet you will kill it.

Do I get to meet up with you?
find me on FB....
Janice Horsley Cook

Jessica (Pace of Me) said...

such a wonderful post!!!! GO GET IT!! you've got this Erin!!!!!

Katie @ Will Race for Carbs said...

I can't believe that last year you hadn't run a marathon and now you are going to go out and run a sub 3:20! That is so awesome!!

Stephanie Anne said...

you totally can do this!! Can't wait to hear all about it!

Katie said...

You CAN DO THIS! You are amazing and have trained hard! The PR is yours!

Rachel said...

Love, love, love all those quotes. So excited for you. AMAZING what you have done in just a year. You will rock NY!

Molly said...

You are totally going to race to that goal!!!!

(I'll be running to mine)

: )

emlizalmo said...

You'll do it. You will. I just know it. I will be losing sleep over YOU running the best race of your life. :) How can I follow you on race day? it possible?

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